the agony of it all

iam a very sour loser....i simply fail to accept defeat...who doesn't right.....but i just dont accept it graciously enough...i become bitter....that too losing at something am so egotistical about.....people might say how callow of me to make something so nonsensical ( for them ) my ego but then this is me.....and i hate losing it......
this is something about me which i have been trying to change for a very long time now.....i mean there are things much more important and much more sensible than this in life..right.... and after everything said and done, at the end of the day, it is, just a game......
but then i think why should i change...every one of us pride ourselves in something or the other, however small, however trite....and why shouldn't one....ofcourse as time passes, priorities change, egoes change, but there should always be a sense of pride in the small little gifts god gives us as our talents, keeping in mind never to get overwhelmed by them....

there was this line in the movie rockford...''dont recongnize failure''....heres my addition to it..''dont recognize failure, but whenever you do happen to meet it (which is gonnna happen quite often), dont budge out from saying hello and acknowledging it.''